Where I’m from

I am from gentle cradling arms
That were larger than life
I am from unconditional love
And wishes indefinite
I am from broken bridges
Of unforgiving fights
And I am from unfulfilled dreams
Grand and slight
I just found one of my old poem’s lying around so I thought I’d post it. I think it’s from a prompt and I wrote it I don’t remember how many years ago. It’s been too long since I posted anything and I had so many books I wanted to review piled up even before that. Well I intend to remedy that as soon as possible. Hopefully within the week.

A promise of Fire by Amanda Bouchet

Catalia “Cat” Fisa is a powerful clairvoyant known as the Kingmaker. This smart-mouthed soothsayer has no interest in her powers and would much rather fly under the radar, far from the clutches of her homicidal mother. But when an ambitious warlord captures her, she may not have a choice…

Griffin is intent on bringing peace to his newly conquered realm in the magic-deprived south. When he discovers Cat is the Kingmaker, he abducts her. But Cat will do everything in her power to avoid her dangerous destiny and battle her captor at every turn. Although up for the battle, Griffin would prefer for Cat to help his people willingly, and he’s ready to do whatever it takes to coax her…even if that means falling in love with her.

Cat has powerful magic and is able to tell the lies from the truth. She has been running from her heritage and concealing her powers so as to not alert the world (and particularly her homocidal family) to her presence. There are three kingdoms from north to south. The northern kingdom (where Cat is from) is closest to the source of magic while the southern kingdom is the farthest. This means that the most powerful magicians are in the north and the farther you travel south, the weaker the magic. 

Griffin is the second in line for the rulership of the Southern kingdom. He and his family liberated the south from corrupt magician rulers who subjugated the people. Although he has conquered the kingdom, his family are non-magicians and he needs the support of Magicians in order to hold the kingdom againt invasion by the other kingdoms that are magically strong.

He kidnaps Cat to help him and his family in gathering support and navigating the dangerous waters of politics. Although the kidnapping and blackmailing part din’t sit well with me initially, Cat is strong both physically and emotionally. She doesn’t get pushed around and gives as good as she gets. Eventually Cat and Griffin come to an understanding. 

Cat’s very cut off from and wary of people. But as she travels with Griffin and his team, she gets closer to them and starts to consider them as family. Against her will, she comes to care for them. Cat’s character is absolutely lovable in a prickly sort of way. The other characters are very well developed and you fall in love with them even though you only know them from Cat’s perspective. 

The world is wonderfully developed and is created on the basis of Greek mythology. The romance element is present from the first and steadily devlops but it does not over power the plot. All-in-all, its an awesome Fantasy Romance up there on my shelf with C.L. Wilson’s Tairen Soul series. It’s been some time since I found such a great new series and Author. 

It’s definitely 5/5 stars!

Swear on This Life

I’m not much for contemporary romance but this is one novel that captivated me.I read quite a lot of Harlequin during a phase some years ago but it was mostly flushed from my system after overexposure. Swear on This Life already attracts you just by its name. At least it did me. Emiline, who is struggling to produce a good piece of writing, stumbles upon a book by a debut author, J. Colby, who is being lauded as a gifted writer.

When she goes through a few chapters of the book, she realizes that the book is about her childhood and that means that the writer can be no other than Jase, her childhood best friend and sweet heart. What’s more is that he has written the novel from her perspective. It continuously surprised her that Jase had penned down her thoughts so accurately, sometimes to the point that she herself did not realise her feelings.

She struggles with finishing the novel and keeps pausing after crucial parts of her life are revealed. She doesn’t want to finish it. Even as she meets Jase again, and realises that her feeling haven’t changed at all, she denies and ignores all of that.

Just, it was beautiful. There were somethings that didn’t entirely sit well with me. I din’t blame Jase for the way they separated (though I was tempted to) but I definitely couldn’t understand why he din’t come for her. I mean two-three years is already a long time, although they were children when they seperated, so I suppose that would have been a given but twelve years…? I just could’nt understand that. No explanation was offered nor asked for.

This book reminded me of another on my TBR list. I haven’t read it yet but from its synopsis, it just somehow made me remember The versions of us. She reads about Jackson and Emerson, and how their life turned out in the novel and how it might have been theirs (Emiline and Jase’s) and within the novel, there is another possible version of the future in the form of a book written by Jackson, the protagonist in Jase’s book who is modeled after him. And Emiline realizes that if she had taken a different turn (or a similar one), one of those versions could have been her life.


23492533When a bestselling debut novel from mysterious author J.Colby becomes the literary event of the year, Emiline reads it reluctantly. As an adjunct writing instructor at UC San Diego with her own stalled literary career and a bumpy long-term relationship, Emiline isn’t thrilled to celebrate the accomplishments of a young and gifted writer.

Yet from the very first page, Emiline is entranced by the story of Emerson and Jackson, two childhood best friends who fall in love and dream of a better life beyond the long dirt road that winds through their impoverished town in rural Ohio.

That’s because the novel is patterned on Emiline’s own dark and desperate childhood, which means that “J. Colby” must be Jase: the best friend and first love she hasn’t seen in over a decade. Far from being flattered that he wrote the novel from her perspective, Emiline is furious that he co-opted her painful past and took some dramatic creative liberties with the ending.

The only way she can put her mind at ease is to find and confront “J. Colby,” but is she prepared to learn the truth behind the fiction?

Swear on This Life@goodreads

The Alphabet Book Tag

Thank you to Jacquie (Rattle the stars) for tagging me. I had a lot of fun while completing this tag although it took quite a while to go through my Read list and comb through what I had already read but not put on my list. Thankfully I found out that I had books starting with almost every alphabet that I had read except one. Did you guess it? Of course you did! Yes, its X. But I finally found a book I wanted to keep on my TBR list from that letter.

This is only the second time I’ve been tagged and I have yet to complete the first tag (which I will in the very near future). But this is one really great tag. And T is the worst letter. There are so many great books (including all Patrick Rothfuss’s) that start with the letter T that its a nuisance.


Pick a book that is on your shelf or one that you have read in the past and fill out each letter of the Alphabet. The idea is to use books that you have either read or that are on your TBR list.

A-A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab

B-Beauty Awakened by Gena Showalter

C-City of Night by Michelle West

D-Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor

E-Evenfall by Santino Hassell

F-Furthermore by Tahereh Mafi

G-Graceling by Kristen Cashore

H-Heart Fortune by Robin D. Owens

I-Inheritence by Christopher Paolini

J-Jeweled fire by Sharon Shinn

K-Kiss of Steel by Bec McMaster

L-Lady of light and Shadows by C.L. Wilson

M-Magic in the Shadows by Devon Monk

N-No Rest for the Wicked by Kresley Cole

O-On the Edge by Ilona Andrews

P-Possession by J.R. Ward

Q-Queen of the Darkness by Anne Bishop

R-Ride steady by Kristen Ashley

S-Swear on this Life by Renee Carlino

T-Truthwitch by Susan Dennard

U-Up from the Grave by Jeaniene Frost

V-Vision in Silver by Anne Bishop

W-Warlord by Elizabeth Vaughan

X-Xenocide by Orson Scott Card

Y-Yours for Eternity by Hannah Howell

Z-Zero at the Bone by Jane Seville

My Tags:


Great Expectations

Tod Carnish

Rafa Brewster



I don’t write poetry, atleast not anymore and not for a long time now. But reading whimsicalthread‘s Yearning, made me remember something I’d written once (though I’m better at reading than writing). This is a sort of tribute then, I suppose…


Each moment that passes

becomes a distant memory,

an unreachable dream.

I embrace those memories

with all my might,

yet I cannot live in the moment

that has taken flight.

These memories have become nothing

but particles of my past

yet shining with such crimson light

even the moon cannot cast.

The Obelisk Gate by N.K. Jemisen

Gods! I’m still reeling and craving and just in a….stupor (more like a coma). Daze. I’m still just thinking up more adjectives.

Aah seriously!!

So I just read The Obelisk Gate today or more like just finished it an hour ago (right before dinner), it’s still fresh in my mind (too much so). I’ve been waiting quite some time for it, since I read The Fifth season, but I’ve kind of been dreading it too. I loved The Fifth season 26228034– the complexity of its characters, the world building, the concept. Even so, there was just so much tragedy and despair and no sun on the horizon (no possible happy ending in sight). And the character’s, well I can’t say I wholeheartedly approve them though they aren’t really in the wrong, and they certainly aren’t evil (at least in the normal sense of the word). Their motivation’s are partially known or obscured, depends how you look upon it and certainly not in tandem.

Well, in The Obelisk Gate, you get to see more of the other character’s and more into them. Nassun (Essun’s daughter), Hoa, and even Schaffa (Essun’s once Guardian). And Of course there is Essun. I think I like The Obelisk Gate better, if on nothing else than principle. There’s still that awful despair and impending sense of doom but at least it’s constructive. And there’s the fact that this book is ‘gravitational’, you just can’t help reading further, wanting to know. You understand more about the opposing factions, and who all are involved in or perpetuating the war. And that a lot of these round about concepts of orogeny come to and through the discovery of magic. That’s plenty to think upon, and you should properly discover the rest yourself.

Another thing and this is about both The Fifth season and The Obelisk Gate, since I read M.L.S weech’s post about third person limited omniscient and third person omniscient, I’m wondering, is this book a mixture of those two or is it second person and third person limited omnicient or another writing style. I never thought much about books in these terms, but after having read that post, can’t help but wonder.

It’s a 4.75/5 stars…

Of which I nabbed the .25 because, well, I think you know after reading my review.